today is the first day of September. the ninth month of 2009.

i'm already another year older...and even worse, 2010 will be here before we know it...and i'm not where i should be.

let's see...the year started out good, i finally got a decent job, and was getting on track with all the bills, all my debt...then i met some super shady people who i thought were cool, turns out, no no no no no. that's okay though, i really don't mind...then six months flew by, i finally got a car....

and now.
job pretty much gone. phone trouble, computer virus.

that is three things right? three bad things. i don't know if i can take anymore.

i'm just trying to see where this all went wrong. and i can't really help but laugh, because it is so typical that these things would happen to me.

bonus though; Tim is back in my life. i only have 4 months left to rough it. and it's times like these when you really see who your friends are.

so yes, i thought '09 was going to be way better last year, and i can name a hundred ways that it is. but this wasn't supposed to happen.

i do however, have a wonderful family. and i'm learning how to cook. and sleeping in, and staying up late. it's not so bad...just not what i thought.

pray for me.