Monday, June 29, 2009

i wish i knew how not to criticize so much.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

fingers crossed for a new car next weekend.

i'm so tired.
with good reason.

i've done something wild, really, really, out did myself this time. and now there are blisters on my feet...which is apparently some sick way to remind me by making it painful to even walk.

this summer has been quite eventful, especially the last few days...i know it's early, and that's what i love.


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

i love surprise days off.
working until midnight though is not so hot.
i think that today i'm going to clean.
and shower.
and have my car looked at.
and do all the things i would never waste my fabulous weekend doing.

for some reason i've been feeling completely content with where i am. and i find it strange.
it feels good.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

i love summer.
beach days, crazy umbrellas, bridge traffic. barbecue's, wine.
new hires at work, traveling.
i'm excited to go home for the fourth, and excited to go back to Chicago...when it's not freezing out.

i'm knitting, and cooking, and i've been thinking.

i've been thinking about nothing in particular, and everything in general. it's actually very confusing...and liberating.

i'm trying to make plans for when this year is over, but oddly enough i am content.
i figure that it is the wanting that kills us.

i'm getting out of debt. i'll be getting a new car, and a new education.

with everything i have, and without everything i want.
i am blessed.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

i got the warts frozen off my hand today.
they are blistery and bubbly.

i also recently got a bubble machine, fabulous shoes, and my hair cut...
+i'm planning a trip home and to chicago this summer.