i break down in break downs.

it's really annoying that my job thinks that i have nothing better to do than call them every few hours to see if i'm working...and then wait until mid day to tell me to forget about it. assholes.

i feel stupid.
i should have taken the stupid job.

and now. i mean i can pay my bills through september...and then what.

i hate money. just hate it.

but, i have to figure this out. i got myself in, and i'll be getting myself out....soon enough.