it's been a while.

this new season of life has brought me good fortune...you really must know in your heart that all things happen for a reason. i'm happy with who i am and how i've gotten here.

i'm close to my family, the gulf, and wonderful, wonderful people. so thankful for it all really.

everyday brings new joy. i've missed florida rain, and the sticky, sticky heat.

i'm back.

lately

The summer is coming..practically here.

I want out of Savannah. My crazy job, the hateful people. It seems like everyone i've met here has left, and i think it's probably time for me to move on too. I miss my family, and my friends, and my home town. Tampa sounds good, really good.

Other than that I have so much to be thankful for. Love in my life, a paycheck every now and then. My new discovery of accupuncture, holding new born babies.

I want a hula hoop...but a nice one, not a crappy plastic one.

and i want a dog. very much.

my computer is dead.
like the parts are dead, because it won't turn on.
i'll get a new one soon enough, i'm fine without it. i'd like to still think that technology doesn't have that large of a part in my life, but who am i kidding.

Tim moved in with us.
and we're in love.
i'm happy, so happy.

it's getting warm again, my debt is almost gone, and a goal for this year is to win the lottery!
lol. but we're trying.

2010

finally here.
i'm feeling good about the next twelve months. it's strange to think about the turns life gives you if you look over it for a long period of time.

2009
was great.
job settled, and as much as i dislike it now, i'm financially secure...and in a better place than a lot of the people in this country. and so thankful for that. tim. great family. getting out of debt, and tons of good, crazy, wild times. i am happy with the events of the year, and can't wait to see what is next to come.

the holidays are coming.

and since we aren't moving this year, i'm going to decorate the apartment, yes the tree will be up this winter. pretty lame i'm on call christmas day, and i'm not able to go home...but my mom is coming to town, so that'll be fun.

and work is extremely excellent.
i'm getting an actual for real position....and the person leaving...well we're not exactly sad to see him go. let's just hope that this 30 million dollar budget cut doesn't take my job...for now i am thankful, for now i'm ok.

whooooooooo.

saturday.

laundry and dishes in the am.
work for the afternoon, run around the park.

i am a terrible runner. i wish i were one of those people that run marathon style, like to run just because...because it's fun for them. but i feel like i'm seriously killing my joints or something...and distance running, there is no way! i'd like to join a gym, but the thing is money...if i spend all that money and end up not going it'll piss me off, or if i do go and it's weird i'll never go back...i'm strange about things like that...places filled with people.

i ran and cleared my head.
came home and made food.

i discovered the mango's i bought were bad...so stupid. i'd love to have a good peach or mango right now, but it's kinda sick when you cut it open and the guts are brown. ew.

and it's saturday night and i'm tired...boring. this is what happens when you're on call. i'm not complaining, i like the money. i just feel so domestic these days.